Monday, April 10, 2006

Thoom thoom thoom

this is the sound of my head hitting the wall...

No, it's not so bad. Yes, I do have to admit it's getting better, but the main issue is this. I just don't know. A year from now I'll graduate, and I don't know where I'll be, or what I'm doing. I don't know if I'll even like it in any way, shape, or form.

Will I be in St. Louis? Will I manage to swing a job in another city? Is that what I want? Do I want to plop down in a new town where I don't know people? Could I get a job in another city? Will I enjoy the work that I end up doing? Will I be able to pay off my outrageous loans?

Thoom thoom thoom...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Come to Denver, there you will know people.

Fishfrog said...

Anxiety about the future has been giving me stomach aches for months now, and ocassionally sending me into week-long depressions. This truly sucks.

Amanda G. said...

You all need to stay in St. Louis. Moving to anothe city should not even be on the table.