Monday, April 10, 2006

Thoom thoom thoom

this is the sound of my head hitting the wall...

No, it's not so bad. Yes, I do have to admit it's getting better, but the main issue is this. I just don't know. A year from now I'll graduate, and I don't know where I'll be, or what I'm doing. I don't know if I'll even like it in any way, shape, or form.

Will I be in St. Louis? Will I manage to swing a job in another city? Is that what I want? Do I want to plop down in a new town where I don't know people? Could I get a job in another city? Will I enjoy the work that I end up doing? Will I be able to pay off my outrageous loans?

Thoom thoom thoom...

3 comments:

c said...

Come to Denver, there you will know people.

Fishfrog said...

Anxiety about the future has been giving me stomach aches for months now, and ocassionally sending me into week-long depressions. This truly sucks.

warm fuzzy said...

You all need to stay in St. Louis. Moving to anothe city should not even be on the table.